Sunday, October 21, 2007

Sylvia: In Thanks And Adoration

My dear, loving Father,

First I want to thank You for all that You have done for me. You called me out of darkness when I was a poor, blind, naked wretch of a woman, drowning in sorrow. You knew that I needed You, even when I didn't, so You pursued me with Your love until You won me over. You loved me first. How romantic! Who says there is no such thing as a knight in shining armor?

I want to thank You for watching over me in the midst of my joys and sorrows. For choosing the right husband for me who has shown me how Jesus loves me. For never leaving me when my world seemed to crash down all around me when I got pregnant and found out that Noelle would have so many struggles in her life. For never leaving me when it took me longer than I would have liked to move beyond my grief. For making Your presence so real to me when Noelle was struggling for her life in the hospital.

I love you for comforting me with Your word and presence when Jason wanted to go live with his dad who doesn't know you and doesn't want to. Yet. For seeing me through the loss of so many loved ones when my church imploded. For removing us from there and then restoring some of those loved ones to me in Your perfect time. For teaching me so many valuable lessons from it all.

I thank you for bringing us to a strong, healthy church family where people love us and are patient with our sometimes slow process of growth and healing. I am grateful for Jeff's successful business in our home. What a wonderful, unexpected blessing that has turned out to be and I have to give You all the glory for it because it is so obvious that You orchestrated the whole thing!

I praise You for protecting me and never giving up on me, in my rebellion, before I gave my life to You. I was involved in so many wicked things and You waited for me with such patience and long-suffering. I am thankful for Your patience that is with me still, as a silly little girl, in my walk with You now. I am so grateful that You promised to complete the work that You have begun because there is still so much work to do and that you have even used me on occasion and allowed me to see it.

I thank You for promising me that when this life has been fulfilled here on earth that I have an eternal life waiting for me with You. That this world is not all there is but my life has meaning and purpose here, although I won't always understand what that is.

I love You and praise You for being in control even when everything seems to be spinning out of control. I thank You for helping me with the emotional difficulties that can come with the symptoms of Peri-menopause. What a mind-bender that was! Yet You are even the God of that!

With all that You are and all that You've done, not only in my life but throughout the ages, how can I not love You? But even so, sometimes my love falls so short. And yet You still encourage me to walk and move forward. You are still at my side and You still speak loving-kindness to me.

What an amazing God You are! I thank You, I love You, I adore You, I praise You and Honor You!

Your little girl,


Kim said...

What a beautiful prayer. Thank you for giving us a glimpse of your personal relationship with our Father. I could hear your voice as I read your words. It was so special and uplifting!
Love you.

Laurie said...

Wow God, How amazing You are! I just want to rejoice with you, Sylvia. I love that He is in every detail of our lives. May God be exalted and magnified in the eyes and hearts of everyone who reads what the Lord has done in you and through you. We are all so blessed that you've become a part of our church family.

Shannon said...

That was beautiful, Sylvia. Of course, the paragraph I honed right in on was the one where God brought you to us--because I have never stopped thanking Him for that. You, Jeff, and little Noelle are such a beautiful blessing! God brought us in a gift in you.

We love you!

Cora said...

Sylvia, you touched my heart.

Shannon is right: you, Jeff and Noelle are true blessings!

May God bless you mightily as you continue to walk with Him.

I love you!

suzzanne said...

Sylvia that was beautiful. Thank you for sharing your heart with! You are always such a blessing to me.

I love you!